here i am

hurmmmm....seperti sesetengah org tau.. sy adalah org yg agak susah(x berada) suatu msa dlu.. i got 10 siblings.. dan sy anak yg ke-9.. huhuhuhu i got to share rooms with my siblings.. seldom.. kena tidur kat ruang tamu jer.. i got no privacy.. i cant afford to buy even 3310.. i have to go to cc to serve internet.. i do have a computer (big and a heavy one) but still have to share with others.. kena kayuh my bicycle to go anywhere.. and so on.. huhuhu


suatu msa dlu.. pnah terpkir yg.. adakah sy mampu untuk memiliki semua yang dibawah??

-sebuah bilik utk sy seorang??
-sebuah hp yg ada mp3 player??
(that moment.. i just need a phone with mp3)
-sebuah laptop??
-service internet di rumah sendiri??
-sebuah motor??
-sebuah kereta??

huhuhu.. but now... look at me..

-i have my own room.. the beautiful one(prove me if i'm wrong)
-i got my phone.. completed with facebook services..
now i don't even think about mp3 player at all.
-i got my own lappy.. this is the 3rd one..
-i got my own broadband.. now i can serve internet all the time..
-a motorcycle.. huhu.. already have one..
- a car (my dream car is vios hahaha).. on the road lol..

klu dilihat... apa yg sy harap suatu msa dlu.. sumer dh ada dm tangan.. i dont care if u think that i'm a materialistic guy or what so ever.. but.. this is the fact.. the truth.. :(
and the truth is.. i still got nothing.. masih ada yang kurang..
hurmmmm...
moral of the story is.. harta benda tak mampu membahagiakan kita.. :(

i dont know.. and even i try to know.. i will still dont know..
mak abah.. i miss u all so much.. :)