--dedicated to my mum and my dad--

hurmmmmmmmmmm... i just woke up.. and... tba2.. mata ku berair..
aduyai.. i miss them so much.. :(

actually ent3 kali x sesuai ak tls kat sni kot.. but yeah... ni je lah tempat ak luah perasaan kot.. huhu

kpada mak dan abah.. amat tau.. amat banyak buat slh ngan mak abah.. amat minta ampun minta maaf.. halalkan makan minum amat.. rindu nya kat mak ngan abah.. entah la.. 23 ari ni.. asyik teringat sgt.. bkn amat jer.. kak ain.. dan ana pun.. yang lain x tau la.. yg len x tunjuk perasaan dorg.. :) kami bertiga je la yg sentimental skit.. huhu tp msti dorg rindu jgak.. tipu la klu kata x..
amat tau.. mak abah selalu ada.. timer kasih mak abah.. sbb besarkan amat selama ni.. doakan amat berjaya dlm hidup.. jauh kan la dr benda2 x elok.. :) amin...

kepada bloger2 skalian.. sorry.. agak sentimental skit ari ni.. huhu.. tp.. hargai la parent anda sementara mereka masih di depan mata.. :)

ingatan ku dah ok banyak..

yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa...
haha... setelah agak lama tidak berada di arena blog..
wahhh "cam fames jer kn.."
huhuhuhu
i'm back.. hukhuk.. rindu kamu2 sumer..

and today.. xder apa nk cter.. just i feel so well.. dan utk mereka yg care to my health..
waduh waduh.. ingtan ku dh agak ok la so far.. hehehehe :) tp kaki ku yg terseliuh ni.. masih x ok jgak lagi.. tp better thn klmarin la.. :)

and.. today.. i'm gonna watch movie.. again and again and again.. xder menda lain nk buat ker?? huhuhuhuhu... dah itu jer hobby ak time extended holiday ni.. :) hahahha..
heyyy... i'm gonna watch that movie with my adik angkat.. :P what movie?? still x tau.. coz xleh nk book trus.. pas tu nk preview movie pun terkemut2... aduhai... (celcom.. sila betulkn keadaan ini.. sila jgn buat mcm ak x bayar bil ok.. ) nak ber facebooking pun dh xleh sgt.. terhad.. video sumer xleh nk play.. hahaha.. paling semak chat ak xleh idup2.. aduyaiii bengong tul..

ok ok ok.. baju x iron lagi.. hahaha.. lauk pun x msak lagi.. hikhik.. kul 3.. nk kuar dh.. ayoyo.. smpt lagi tulis entri.. hahaha :)

haaaa... to all my new followers.. thanks for following me k.. :) appreciate doe..

notasi terakhir

jujur sy ckp.. sy tetap syg awk..
walaupun sy tau.. awk x syg kn sy..
xpnah satu saat pun sy cari org lain sbg pngganti awk..
sbb awk lah hidup sy.. nafas sy..
segalanya dalam hidup sy.. xpe lah..
sy akan cba utk lupakan awk..
sy pun x nk ganggu idup awk sbnarnya..
tp sy rindu awk sgt2.. sy ttp x mmpu lupakan awk.
dh lma sy x dgr khabar dr awk.. sy x tau kenapa sy jd mcm ni..
mngkn dh bnyk dosa semalm yg sy buat..
smpai sy terpaksa dapat hdiup mcm ni hari ni.
xpe lah.. satu sy harap.. jga lah dri..

notasi ini telah aku hantar melalui message
ke laman social facebook ku buat si dia..
namun.. tiada balasan..
apakah khilaf ku.. sehingga dia menjauh dan membenci ku
sebegini rupa..
jawapan masih belum ku temui..
namun..
kasih ku tetap tak pudar buat nya..

this I promise u

♥♥I promise you my heart♥♥

♥♥I promise you my life♥♥

♥♥I promise we'll never be apart♥♥

♥♥I promise not to hurt you♥♥

♥♥I promise to never make you cry♥♥

♥♥I promise to always trust you♥♥

♥♥I promise not to lie♥♥

♥♥I promise you forever♥♥

♥♥I promise you tonight♥♥

♥♥I promise you my respect♥♥

♥♥I promise to do things right♥♥

♥♥I promise to always be there♥♥

♥♥I promise until the end♥♥

♥♥I promise to always love you♥♥

♥♥I promise to be your best friend♥♥

♥♥I promise you my love♥♥

♥♥I promise you my life♥♥

♥♥I promise this forever♥♥

♥♥I promise our friendship is my life♥♥

♥♥your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥♥

♥♥your the STAR to my BURST,♥♥

♥♥your the M to my M,♥♥

♥♥your the POP to my TART,♥♥

♥♥your the MILKY to my WAY,♥♥

♥♥your the SUN to my SHINE,♥♥

♥♥your the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥♥

♥♥your the MILK to my DUDS,♥♥

♥♥your the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥♥

♥♥your the ICE to my CREAM,♥

♥♥but mostly....♥your the BEST to my FRIEND♥

i just lost u.. losing you == i lost everything upside..

raya srupa macam x raya..

hari raya 2010??

kalau thun lpas aku braya tnpa abah..
tahun ni aku braya tanpa mak dan abah..
bukan beraya di perantauan pun..
hukhukhuk
raya di rumah sdri jek pun..



raya tahun ni mmg yg pling x meriah
paling x ptt..
paling x best..
pling x bnyk duit raya..
paling mengarut..
paling paling dan paling..



mana ke tidak nya..
pagi bangun.. aku ke kbur mak dan abah..
pas tu.. dr tgh ari smp maghrib ak tdo jer..
ntah saper yg dtg pun ak xtau..



huhuhuhu..
mcm tu lah yg terjadi raya tu..
kebetulan.. aku x shat sgt.. (msh dlm keadaan xcdent (otak biol))
trauma dan ak msh penat dgn incident yg terjadi..



so kesimpulannya.. raya yg begitu x beerti bagi aku..
hukhukhuk..
photo ak xnk upload sbb..
ak x shat + muka msh berparut..
so xnk bergambar hahahaahhaha

lama sudah....

hohohoho... i'm back..
lama sudah x create en3 baru..
huhuhu.. aku sdri terlupa yg ak ada blog actually..

bnyk benda nk cter.. but calm down k..
huhuhu...

1st of all.. (berita sedih)
xtau la bg korg gembira kot..
huhuhu.. on 31august 2010..
ak xcdent.. and retak dtempurung kepala..
and.. doc kta ada drah beku..
and if necessary.. kena la operate LAGI..
and.. ak kehilangan sdikit sbnyk ingtan..
untill now.. x bnyk org yg ak knal/ingt..

and untill now.. ak msh lagi x shat spnuh nya..
hurmmm.. inilah sbb nya kehilangan aku slama ni..
sbb ak lupa password blog sdri.. ayoyo..
jangan bimbang.. sbb ak dah mkin ok..
:)

for some people yg x pham/cuba2 buat x paham/ dan x nk paham keadaan aku..
aku x ksah.. sbb korg x merasa apa yg ak rasa..
korg x tgung apa yg ak tanggung..
korg nk kta ak tipu ke..
bohong ke..
ikut la.. aku x ksah..
huhuhuhu

skarang ak extend dr study..
ada saper2 yg x pcaya lagi ker yg ak xcdent??
klu x pcaya jgak.. x tau la nk ckp apa..
huhuhuhu

mlm ni.. dah bleh bukak blog.. so aku nak cter bnyk pkra..
hahaha..
jgn terkejut la.. sbb akan ada bnyk entry baru malam ni.. hahahah :)
nantikan yea.. blogers skalian..

this is the first en3 for tonite..
daaaaaaa.....

do it like u mean it..

hai blogerz skalian... tajuk utk en3 nie..
sila abaikn.. hahahha.. xder kaitan kott...
anyway.. lama x create en3 baru.. since my last one kat hspital.. hurmmmm..

ok ok ok... actually x tau nk cter apa... but i have to tell that.. my mum just kembali ke rahmatullah.. on 23 July 2010.. may mum rest in peace.. Insyaallah..

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ramadhan dh kembali.. and today is the fourth day kita berpuasa.. honestly.. harap2 kawan semua dapat berpuasa dgn sbaik mungkin.. hikhik..


dah laaaaaa.... i have to go.. :)

c you when u c me..